Just a little revolution

- this is an edited version of an old myspace blog post – i’m incredibly jaded about the political process. i have a little theory about becoming a ‘professional’ in pretty much any field – once you’ve seen the insides, the guts, of anything, you never see the outside the same again. for example, i [...]

Fireplace Face

My head is on fire. Every nite I lay awake with blaring images and screaming memories insisting I relive waking nightmares. I want to sleep but I also fear dreaming. I break the train wreck with music, television, and books. T-h-e-y D-o N-o-t W-o-r-k. Every nite I relive a waking nightmare and fear dreaming. I [...]

Shame

Another post from the new recovery period of my life… written around 2 years ago. Well, I know this one. You know this one. All junkies know this one. Its the one that keeps you going, whatever direction that may be… its the one that takes you to 12 steps, sometimes the one that makes [...]

Soul Sucker (another old post)

This was originally written July 26th, 2008… which actually had a poem I had written years before, Tragicomedy, … my MySpace blog is slowly fading away… copy and paste, takes seconds during a break… Soul Sucker   I feel my body drooping from an attack. My blood is pumping hard, trying to rush necessary survival [...]

Old Post – I Just Am (see page on old posts until I figure out the technology)

glad to be alive. no radical word scattering. no emoting. not even gonna use my shift key. instead i’m just reflecting on how nice today is; surrounded by a great family, good friends, and a nice calm air. got the lights down, jazz playing, sitting on a comfy couch kicked back. i can hear a [...]