Red flower blooming

WARNING: ADULT LANGUAGE AHEAD -this was written around 10 years ago when I was in full-blown addiction The blood in my head was roaring like a crowd, spinning like the top note in a lullabye. Ringing startles me into reality. Ringing and rhythm. My head rings to the beat of my sputtering heart. Then another [...]

Old Post – Why I’m not a junky anymore (see old post page ’til I figure out the technology)

I am no longer a junky because I am tired of running – from my consequences, from my debts, from people that hate me just so they can not love me; from people I’ve hurt, burned, conned, lied to, stolen from, wounded, scared, or just put at risk. A junky eventually has to run from [...]