Well, the attempt to bring some old blogs over is not working in so many ways. I have blogged for years, and I was trying to get them collected in one place, for several reasons: 1. I would like to let people see what goes on in the mind of someone in recovery as the [...]
Shame
Another post from the new recovery period of my life… written around 2 years ago. Well, I know this one. You know this one. All junkies know this one. Its the one that keeps you going, whatever direction that may be… its the one that takes you to 12 steps, sometimes the one that makes [...]
Hickory Dickory friggin Dock
WARNING: ADULT LANGUAGE AHEAD – something I wrote about 10 years ago, in full-blown addiction Apparently a rhyme that is supposed to introduce tykes to time… I must have been out that day. I am losing time. Time is a phenomenon that eludes me; people close to me DEMAND that I take notice of its [...]
Red flower blooming
WARNING: ADULT LANGUAGE AHEAD -this was written around 10 years ago when I was in full-blown addiction The blood in my head was roaring like a crowd, spinning like the top note in a lullabye. Ringing startles me into reality. Ringing and rhythm. My head rings to the beat of my sputtering heart. Then another [...]
A George Divided Against Itself Cannot Stand!
Worlds Collide Theory A theory which states that a man must keep his personal life (i.e. friends) separate from his relationship side (i.e. girlfriend). Should the two worlds come into contact with each other (by means of his girlfriend becoming friends with his friends), both worlds blow up. “If Relationship George walks through that door, [...]
Soul Sucker (another old post)
This was originally written July 26th, 2008… which actually had a poem I had written years before, Tragicomedy, … my MySpace blog is slowly fading away… copy and paste, takes seconds during a break… Soul Sucker I feel my body drooping from an attack. My blood is pumping hard, trying to rush necessary survival [...]
Old Post – Why I’m not a junky anymore (see old post page ’til I figure out the technology)
I am no longer a junky because I am tired of running – from my consequences, from my debts, from people that hate me just so they can not love me; from people I’ve hurt, burned, conned, lied to, stolen from, wounded, scared, or just put at risk. A junky eventually has to run from [...]
Old Post – I Just Am (see page on old posts until I figure out the technology)
glad to be alive. no radical word scattering. no emoting. not even gonna use my shift key. instead i’m just reflecting on how nice today is; surrounded by a great family, good friends, and a nice calm air. got the lights down, jazz playing, sitting on a comfy couch kicked back. i can hear a [...]
if you’re a politico and you know it
Post your platforms… For all the organizations that have political involvement (and if you don’t, I hope you’re not shopping for government contracts or grants!) ’tis the season to lay out your political agenda. Even if you’re not the type, or your organization isn’t the type, to make such things public (i.e. put them on [...]
Be Still and Know
Reposted from last week… Exodus 14:14: “The LORD will fight for you while you keep silent.” Psalms 46:10: Be still and know that I am God… (Be still and know… Be still… Be…) From chapter 73 of the Tao Te Ching: The Tao of heaven is Good at winning without fighting, Good at responding without [...]
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